Trumpeter (1994)

ISSN: 0832-6193

Poems

Sarah Browning
Amherst Writers and Artists Insitute

Sarah Browning is director of the Amherst Writers and Artists Insitute (AWAI), an organization which leads creative workshops for low-income women and children. She lives in Montague, Massachusetts.

An Island That Grows Slowly

I am living my life backwards - 
an island that grows slowly
to latch onto her homeland.
Yesterday I took my own hand
and said Self, come along with me;
There are ravines,
mosquito and earwig haunts
you have never seen,
There are places to go at an angle
where the sidewalk is narrow and crumbling.
You are not alone
but you will go alone.
Jennifer Montgomery said when we were 18:
You don't have to think of only one way
A story can be told with a face
a hunger
a beach
a touch
 
There are places to go, it's true.

Our World Hangs

The inside of him feels like another world;
how ancient storms would rage in their coming
to be. A soup of riotous indifference, wild
with black rivers tearing sludge
and early amphibians all in a crush
of hot temper, to the sea.
Our world hangs balancing its anxious days.
No one believes today is felicitous and bright,
the past notable for ignorance
and too many dark-eyed dead.
No one believes.
This is our world's secret:
To clamor aboard the mortician's tasteful plan 
is our goal.
Hike up our skirts and wade into gore.
We can step wherever we choose.
The black river tears sludge
and whatever is moving - like tension,
like weightlessness, like love - 
to the sea.

I Saw a Bird This Morning

I saw a bird this morning
and it kept pace with me on my bicycle
locked together in slapping propeller sounds
of wings and wheels.
I was almost home. I was hot.
The sweat of a million cells had broken out
over my body. I wish I could say
what kind of bird that bird was.
I can't. My life takes place in houses
and attempts at the outdoors 
last thirty minutes. Not a study
of trees, deciduous. Sometimes raccoons
startle me, that we kick around America
with these gray cousins, their ringed tails,
their dark shades. I see them most often
as roadkill, quiet and curled by the side
of Route 47, like my cat
curled to the sun.